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Nov. 28th, 2005 07:41 pmUm. Briefly emerging from the Cone of Silence, which has enveloped me for approximately the last month, during which I've only intermittently been reading and commenting.
You know, every so often my brain issues a Diktat along the lines of Kat, You Are and Shall Be Dumb -- in both senses of the word, stupid and also lacking the power of speech; silent. Since I am not really, actually, either of these, I am perplexed by what the hell my brain thinks it's up to on these occasions. Not that I necessary assume there's some sort of meaning or significance to my brain's weird swerves and catatonic lapses.
You know what life is like sometimes? Sometimes, life is like -- like I've clicked the Cosmic Cut-Tag, the Read more...behind which is the explanation that will actually make sense of things, and now I'm just sitting here, waiting and waiting for the page to load.
Yeah. That.
You know, every so often my brain issues a Diktat along the lines of Kat, You Are and Shall Be Dumb -- in both senses of the word, stupid and also lacking the power of speech; silent. Since I am not really, actually, either of these, I am perplexed by what the hell my brain thinks it's up to on these occasions. Not that I necessary assume there's some sort of meaning or significance to my brain's weird swerves and catatonic lapses.
You know what life is like sometimes? Sometimes, life is like -- like I've clicked the Cosmic Cut-Tag, the Read more...behind which is the explanation that will actually make sense of things, and now I'm just sitting here, waiting and waiting for the page to load.
Yeah. That.
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Date: 2005-11-29 09:46 am (UTC)To me, that sentence sounds like a near perfect description of what I've been through for the past two or three years. My self-diagnose: general lethargy of the brain, caused by slow but constant overfeeding. The mental equivalent of carbohydrate coma.
I might write the occasional short story, still paint the occasional picture if I'm really in love with a character or show. But other than that I mostly watch fandom walk past me, not caring enough to invest any thought or raise my voice.
I miss my fannish appetite, dearly.