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katallison ([personal profile] katallison) wrote2009-02-28 09:22 pm

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So I'd pretty much decided that this year I'd give VividCon a bye. Money issues, partly; while it appears likely that I will be keeping my job, it also appears absolutely certain that my already-feeble income will be going down (furloughs are in the offing...). But also partly a feeling of disconnect from the fannish mainstream, and like I don't deserve to be taking up a space that could go to someone more actively engaged.

But then today I started thinking about all the people that I really only see at VVC, how much they really do mean to me, disconnect be damned, and how stupid it would be to miss this chance to see them; I examined the old bank account, lips pursed; I cancelled my gym membership, which is something I'd been thinking about doing anyway, since I can work out at home pretty much just as well with the kettlebell and the yoga tapes; and then at 9 p.m., I hit "Refresh" frenziedly a few times, and then typed in my reg info at top speed, momentarily forgetting my goddamned APARTMENT number, but then recovering.

I may be driving out instead of flying, and car-camping along the way (which, truth to tell, actually sounds like a bit of fun *g* and if fuloughs come down the way they might, I will for damn sure have the TIME); if worst comes to worst, I may have to cancel. But I appear to be registered, YAY, and with luck I will see various beloved folks out there, and some cool vids as well.

[identity profile] laurashapiro.livejournal.com 2009-03-01 05:23 am (UTC)(link)
OMG YAY.

Do you want to room with me? Just the two of us?

[identity profile] anoel.livejournal.com 2009-03-01 05:31 am (UTC)(link)
I'm so glad you're coming! Get there any way you can, just come :)

[identity profile] morgandawn.livejournal.com 2009-03-01 05:36 am (UTC)(link)
I hope you make it!

[identity profile] vagabondage.livejournal.com 2009-03-01 05:40 am (UTC)(link)
I would be SO SAD if you weren't there!

::Zen makes grabby hands at Kat::

[identity profile] shrift.livejournal.com 2009-03-01 06:36 am (UTC)(link)
I couldn't go to VividCon last year, so I'm very happy that you're coming this year. \o/
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[identity profile] the-shoshanna.livejournal.com 2009-03-01 12:53 pm (UTC)(link)
oh yay! I am very much hoping to see you there!

[identity profile] jackiekjono.livejournal.com 2009-03-01 04:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Hurray! A Kat! This is awesome.

I'm not as actively engaged as some people and feel absolutely no guilt whatsoever about taking up space. Mine!

[identity profile] namastenancy.livejournal.com 2009-03-01 05:49 pm (UTC)(link)
If you want to stop over in SF, I've got a futon for you to crash on.

[identity profile] blacksquirrel.livejournal.com 2009-03-02 05:21 am (UTC)(link)
Yay! I'll see you there :)

aw, honey

[identity profile] kormantic.livejournal.com 2009-03-08 03:54 am (UTC)(link)
Someone at Matt's gig got laid off recently. I feel you and I'm sorry you're so stretched.

I'm glad you're going to VVC!