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You know, I did a version of this a couple of years back on my old blog, the archives of which are totally munged so I can't find whatever it was I wrote back then. So to some extent this is a dual exercise in memory.


--Twin Peaks: ah, my first fandom. Laura Palmer's body wrapped in plastic. Cooper with the map of Tibet and throwing the rocks at the bottles. Albert Rosenfeld. Good, good times.

--XF, Ice, the scene with Mulder and Scully in the storage room. First episode I saw, and I was hooked, hooked, hooked.

--Also, Paper Hearts, the scene at the end where Mulder knows he's been defeated again, and he leans against Scully's belly, laughing a little, exhausted, resigned; she holds him, staring off with a look of fear and grief; then she walks away, and he sits back, and the aetherial children's-choir voices swell.

--Also, Never Again, the last shot, M & S sitting there with that huge heavy unbreakable silence between them.

--Krycek and Mulder, in the cell in Tunguska. All that heat, all that rage, boxed into that small dark cell. Mmmmmmm.

--Highlander, the first time I saw Methos in The Messenger, sprawled across Duncan's bed in that dim gauzy half-light.

--Also, Courage, that hideous, painful, brutal fight between Duncan and Cullen, and Duncan's grief afterward.

--Also, Indiscretions, the whole damn thing, really, but especially Methos bluffing out the gunman, then shooting him dead, and walking forward with that little half-smile. Also, running that total mindfuck on Joe and explaining it with "I'm easily amused." Also, "Because I am very old and wise." Also--oh, hell, the whole frickin' episode.

--due South, Mountie on the Bounty, Ray punching Fraser, and then Fraser punching Ray, and in both scenes the grief, the pain, the sense of irreparable we-fucked-it-up-ness.

--Also, ICHBaD, Ray and Welsh in the shooutout, in the pouring rain, outgunned and desperate, with Brothers in Arms swelling on the soundtrack. And GftS, Ray and Welsh backing up Fraser against the bad guys--"We're good to go." Ray and Welsh allying and putting their necks on the line to save Fraser gives me large happiness.

--Also, teaser to Ladies Man, Ray just about to totally lose his shit and shoot the bad guy, pulled back from the edge by Fraser's "Look at me."

--Victoria's Secret, of course, for all the reasons others have stated with great eloquence. A two-hour-long gut-punch.

--Millennium, Somehow Satan Got Behind Me, a fantastic Darin Morgan episode, just as good as XF's Jose Chung but much less well-known.

--Nikita, the episode where Nikita discovers the sadistic serial killer is working for Section, and she tries to protect the young girl from him, only to discover that she actually set her up.

--Homicide, Black and Blue, Frank in the box getting a false confession out of a guy he knows is innocent.

--Hard Core Logo--the whole thing, but especially watching it for the first time in a hotel room at Escapade with Zen and nancy and Mairead Triste, and afterward staggering down to stand outside the lobby with them, chain-smoking and babbling and shaking and already starting to put together in my head the story that would eventually become Xeriscape.

That last should lead into an ancillary listing of "great fandom moments," but I'm outta time. Maybe later.

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Date: 2003-10-10 06:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kassrachel.livejournal.com
I'd love to watch Hard Core Logo with fannish friends. I tried watching it once with [livejournal.com profile] bayleaf and [livejournal.com profile] sanj and [livejournal.com profile] yaoobruni, but my husband just wasn't digging it, and I found I was having a hard time focusing on it because I was wondering whether he hated it, and then somebody said something about mockumentaries versus movie-musicals, and it was observed again that [livejournal.com profile] yaoobruni hates musicals except for The Blues Brothers, and then we discovered that [livejournal.com profile] bayleaf had never seen that, and we all started singing songs from it raucously, and then we had to take HCL out and put The Blues Brothers in and by the time we'd watched that all the way through it was 2am and we never tried HCL again. ::grins::

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Date: 2003-10-10 07:44 am (UTC)
ext_3579: I'm still not watching supernatural. (Billy)
From: [identity profile] the-star-fish.livejournal.com
You told me all this when it happened, and I don't think I ever asked how far into HCL you got. Because it's very much worth seeing, and I do own it ...

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Date: 2003-10-11 04:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] katallison.livejournal.com
OMG, Kass, if you haven't seen it, you really must. I'd take Deb up on her offer if I were you. *g*

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Date: 2003-10-10 07:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] brooklinegirl.livejournal.com
I love this concept, for a number of reasons. It sends me reeling back, thinking of what drew *me* into my fandoms, those heart-stopping moments where I fell head over heels for them. And also, it ignites my curiousity for those fandoms I'm not involved in and don't really know anything about. It's loveliness.

And oh my, watching HCL for the first time with a group of serious fans just sounds like the most wonderous thing. That movie just demands to be watched with those who will appreciate it. I envy you madly.

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Date: 2003-10-11 04:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] katallison.livejournal.com
I was amazingly lucky; various people had been pimping the film to me, and I'd been dithering and holding back (for some unknown reason, it's often hard for me to make myself watch movies). So at the con, Z&n and Mairead took me by the arms and marched me into this room and sat me down to watch it, and then talked me through the "Oh my holy GOD" aftermath. I owe them forever. *g*

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Date: 2003-10-10 07:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] planetalyx.livejournal.com
Your d/S moments run very much along the same track as mine.

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Date: 2003-10-10 07:47 am (UTC)
ext_3579: I'm still not watching supernatural. (Billy)
From: [identity profile] the-star-fish.livejournal.com
I really envy you your HCL-watching first-time, not just for the company itself, but for the fact of having company. And I'm not quite sure whether I was spoiled for the ending, but either way it would have been good to have someone around.

Now I want to make a list of my own, except my memory sucks ...

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Date: 2003-10-11 04:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] katallison.livejournal.com
Yeah, that was truly one of the most amazingly wonderful experiences of my life in fandom.

And the teasing-out of memory, in doing the list, is a neat activity in and of itself. I'm amazed at how much stuff I *don't* clearly remember, or have distorted in my head. One cool thing about LJ is that it would give one a way to notate one's "Holy shit!" moments as they occur (not that any shows are really giving me the "Holy shit!" moments these days, alas), and then in theory one could bookmark them in Memories. If one were mentally organized, that is, which I'm not...

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Date: 2003-10-10 09:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] eliade.livejournal.com
I almost put "Fraser punching Ray" on my list this morning (which keeps growing and growing and growing). *g*

Millenium

Date: 2003-10-10 11:21 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] theodosia.livejournal.com
There was a lot of good in that show... too bad it wasn't the same show from season to season, and sometimes within the same season, too.

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Date: 2003-10-11 04:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] katallison.livejournal.com
Yeah--to me it's the best example, even more than XF, of the fact that Chris Carter was excellent at coming up with cool ideas, and utterly atrocious at follow-through.

One of these days, I'm going to get my hands on tapes of the entire series (mine are hopelessly jumbled and incomplete) and sit down and rewatch it all, in order. I have a Millennium story I started years ago that I'd like to finish someday, and I have a feeling that it would be a marvellous show to vid.

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