In which I am MIGHTY!
Mar. 13th, 2005 09:14 amYesterday morning I woke up actually feeling *good* for the first time in a week, reflected with some satisfaction that the zinc + rest combo seemed to have cut this latest cold down in its tracks, got up and drank some coffee, opened the blinds and took a good look around the place, and staggered back in my tracks, clutching my heart. Dear god, the horror, the mind-boggling SHAMBLES of randomly-strewn DVDs, books, dirty dishes, used tissues, tapes, half-empty food containers, lint wads, dirty socks, and general filth and chaos.
I entertained brief fantasies of just torching the place, but knew the upstairs neighbors wouldn't appreciate that at all, so I chugged some more coffee, took a deep breath, and started digging.
And today? This place is -- I just don't have words for how lovely it is to be sitting here in a house that is clean and organized and spacious. All horizontal surfaces are *bare* except for items of immediate use or ornamental value. All books and DVDs are neatly organized and put away. All socks have been washed, paired, and put in the drawer. All my dishes are clean. *boggle* And my desk is completely and entirely free of crumbs, dust, mold-breeding ancient coffee cups, CDs missing their cases, fallen-down post-its, and AC adaptors of unknown purpose.
Prodigious amounts of crap were thrown out--including (with some sad nostalgia) a whole bunch of videotapes that, honestly, I was never going to watch again. (Granted, I still have at least a hundred, but at least they're neatly boxed up and labelled so I might stand a chance of finding what I'm looking for.)
There's still a lot to do--the basement is a nightmare, and I want to completely reorganize my bedroom sometime soon--but *man.* I feel like I can breathe freely again, and not just because the phlegm has left my respiratory tract. Now all I have to do is convince myself that it's really a whole lot easier and pleasanter to devote 20-30 minutes a day to *keeping* things like this.
I entertained brief fantasies of just torching the place, but knew the upstairs neighbors wouldn't appreciate that at all, so I chugged some more coffee, took a deep breath, and started digging.
And today? This place is -- I just don't have words for how lovely it is to be sitting here in a house that is clean and organized and spacious. All horizontal surfaces are *bare* except for items of immediate use or ornamental value. All books and DVDs are neatly organized and put away. All socks have been washed, paired, and put in the drawer. All my dishes are clean. *boggle* And my desk is completely and entirely free of crumbs, dust, mold-breeding ancient coffee cups, CDs missing their cases, fallen-down post-its, and AC adaptors of unknown purpose.
Prodigious amounts of crap were thrown out--including (with some sad nostalgia) a whole bunch of videotapes that, honestly, I was never going to watch again. (Granted, I still have at least a hundred, but at least they're neatly boxed up and labelled so I might stand a chance of finding what I'm looking for.)
There's still a lot to do--the basement is a nightmare, and I want to completely reorganize my bedroom sometime soon--but *man.* I feel like I can breathe freely again, and not just because the phlegm has left my respiratory tract. Now all I have to do is convince myself that it's really a whole lot easier and pleasanter to devote 20-30 minutes a day to *keeping* things like this.
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Date: 2005-03-13 03:45 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-03-13 04:04 pm (UTC)Go you!!
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Date: 2005-03-13 04:59 pm (UTC)We're collecting things for the AmVets pickup this week. Five bags full so far, including a set of flannel sheets with dogs and cats cavorting in suspicious ways. I look at them and wonder what the hell I was thinking when I bought them...
We recently donated a bunch of videos to the local library book sale. We'll get a tax deduction, they'll make a little money, and they're out of my house! Whee!
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Date: 2005-03-13 05:00 pm (UTC)So glad you're feeling better!
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Date: 2005-03-13 05:22 pm (UTC)That pretty much describes the current state of *my* house, and I don't even have the excuse of having been sick. I take motivation from your industriousness, and hopefully will get my own hell-hole under control today *g*. In other words: yay! clean house=good.
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Date: 2005-03-13 06:06 pm (UTC)Glad you kicked the cold!
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Date: 2005-03-13 06:09 pm (UTC)*attacks apartment*
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Date: 2005-03-13 06:09 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-03-13 06:25 pm (UTC)I just don't have words for how lovely it is to be sitting here in a house that is clean and organized and spacious.
Oh my god, I love that feeling. That's the best. My roommate and I go on cleaning binges every couple months, and it's always so incredibly pleasant just to *hang out* in the living room afterwards. Just sitting there amidst all that clean and organized space is so calming.
Now all I have to do is convince myself that it's really a whole lot easier and pleasanter to devote 20-30 minutes a day to *keeping* things like this.
Yeah, see, that's our problem, too. Only not even 20-30 minutes, but, like, the 30 *seconds* that it takes to wipe up the kitchen counter if there is spilled sugar or coffee mug rings on it, say. We're not so good at that stuff.
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Date: 2005-03-13 06:58 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-03-13 07:56 pm (UTC):::::peers around own dwelling and considers doing the same::::
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Date: 2005-03-13 09:19 pm (UTC)I cannot *wait* to be living in my own place again so I can do exactly that. Even though I have to pack up all my crap and move a state away in order to do it. *g*
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Date: 2005-03-13 11:56 pm (UTC)Congratulations.
namaste SF Nancy
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Date: 2005-03-14 11:16 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-03-15 04:59 pm (UTC)I am trying to change this, but well aware this falls into category 2) trying to shake myself out of a funk and that the test will be when I go foward or backward and try to maintain order through it instead of ceasing to care. Anyway.
I am glad you feel better and have a nice clean house. :-)